So I've been gaining weight again. I'm back up to 174.8...ARGHARAAHRAGAHRGAHRGAAAHH!!! Oh well, what did I expect? I've only been keeping track for about a week. I just hate going back up, it' makes me think I'll never get out of this 10 pound range and I'll be stuck in this cycle forever. I know I have to keep working on it, but I'm the type to get discouraged and give up after one set back. Well, I'm going to really ristrict today, only fruit, veggies, and coffee. I know now that I can't buy crackers either. Stick to the plants.
I'm also going to work out for at least one hour. Run, bike, weights, and I think I'll also force myself to do the elliptical too. Maybe I'll shoot for two hours. I don't know, but I'm not giving up. I am noticing a change in the flabbiness of my body, so that's better in the long run. It's crazy how numbers obsessed I get when I should be worried about performance. I want to look like a runner or dancer; long and lean.
Today we have fitness thinspo to help me remember what I'm working towards. I want to be healthy and strong, because to me that is sexy.
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| Look at the tookus! LOOK AT IT! |
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| I would love to be able to do that and not fall over... |
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| This is Zumba Gina, this girl can MOVE! |
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| Sigh.....in my dreams |
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